I know that I need to do this… God knows how painful it is that I miss her so much lately but at least the pain is healing. Knowing myself, I said horrible words to her. Four times I had pushed her away… four times I felt is the right thing to do. The attraction,… Read More Two Days After Ally
What I love when I wake up in the morning I smell the morning breeze clean and clear What I love when I get food in my stomach, I never have any doubt of emptiness What I love is when I have a little money, I always go buy the things I want What I… Read More What I Love… (Poem)
Losing Ally was one that saddens me. My heart broke into many pieces. It was one that never thought would happened. Yes, what we both did was not meant to. What we did was wrong – it was unfair to me and it was unfair to her boyfriend. I pushed her away four times. On… Read More From Losing Ally… To (Maybe) Out of Wedlock?!?!?!?
Ally wanted me to be just friends… But after what we had gone through… Its not easy for me. The idea of taking a break was to re-evaluate me and Ally’s relationship to see where this is going. She took it as a break to end all things – letting go feelings and letting go… Read More Taking a Break – No Return… And to Rebuild My Life
Last night, after much talk with Ally (yes, I did not update my relationship with Ally’s ups and downs)… it has come to a sad ending… of what had happened to us. Even towards the end of it, she still wish me to be part of her life – not as someone she want to… Read More I Lost Everything…
It is never easy for me to open up. People tried… Many have tried before. Most of them fail… either tremendously… or easily. One such person manage (and I had given) my trust whole – which is an ex-girlfriend I thought would be the one I will end up with for the rest of my… Read More Opening Up…
Relationships, friendships and in any other, we all have one particular demon that plays its role in our lives. The one demon that tells us how much of us we have in us that is in control… or out of control. Trust. I have a trust issue – one particular issue of trust that I… Read More Trust – The Demon That Is Hard To Control
In my previous post, I refer to “her” as someone my feelings are dying. The accumulation of what is happening between me and her is the actions of what she is doing completely. Before I get to “her”, it is best I would name her and she would be… “Ally”. If you have read my… Read More Who is “her”?
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